Today was my anniversary number 4 with my ex, I had not thought, but now that I remembered, I stalled, I think he has done and I forgot already the void that I could have left in his life he has filled other person, full of fact before he left, I mean that would be the perfect word traveled.
hurts thinking about all this but I can not help (masoquista!), a mixture of feelings in reality: jealousy, anger, sadness, longing, disappointment, fear of being alone forever, never finding a man with I dream that at some point I had already found, but in reality is only in my youthful longings.
I hate to admit that even I love him or love him, whatever, but I think of him constantly and the first thing that comes to mind is the image of him with his fat girlfriend (yes, fat!). I do not want to think of it, I need to get my head around, but I hurt so much! I feel humiliated, like a fool, the fool that she forgave him everything, I believed everything, gave everything ... and he gave me nothing ... not even time, because that was someone else ...
Bittersweet memories, that's what I have .. .
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